Honey Incantation
Spells.
I learn spells for pollen, for bees,
for the children I do not have yet,
I learn magic that turns my fingertips yellow,
How to use a drill: practical magic.
How to call raccoon mystics to my front yard: impractical magic.
How to pin poems to a prayer box: necessary magic.
I prepare my hands for protecting you.
Breasts.
I learn in cream and nectar,
wash my breasts in milk and honey,
eat oranges for fiber and sunshine.
I sleep naked in my bed,
fry eggs on my nipples in the morning,
let my stomach grow strong and supple,
I prepare my body for holding you.
Peonies.
I learn spells for dirt, for wet earth,
for the children I do not have yet,
I grow a garden for you,
first peonies, then mushrooms,
pleasure and sustenance,
I plant bees in soil,
let them sprout, each bud a wing.
I build you a fairy home of mud and twig,
a house in sunflower skin and teapot,
I kiss the faces of roses each morning,
the bloom of sugar water, petal tongue
taste their waking on my lips,
I prepare my mouth to kiss you.
Quilt.
At night, I commune with calla lilies,
count out the constellations in each flower,
white moons suspended by stem,
I watch bats play in the bird bath,
their winged ballet in water,
I pick spider webs from the sky,
spin us a blanket of stardust and silk,
and with each stitch,
I prepare myself to love you.