In all this crumbling, something precious.
here's my mother, a superabsorbent polymer
soaking up all my father's water. she cradles
his head like a sacred flame, and blows softly
on his tears before she drinks it. sometimes
I think, when life shows up the driest twig
and snaps into bits before you can believe
your eyes, love should resemble this pose: one
frightened mammal in the breast of the other.
both sharing the same blue, dwindling heartbeat.
one the waterfall, the other the plunge pool
where the distraught energies go to die.
here's my father, spring without flowers,
spouting, and quaking, like a real man. for the
first time in forever, he is too broken to worry
about visuals - he knows I can see him
dripping with stitches & the memory of that water
never goes away. it stays and mummifies
into silent wonder: what will happen to
his shoulder now? the macho thing he lofts high
enough to make gravity sigh. perhaps, they learn
not to vex gravity for appearance's sake:
sooner or later, earth reclaims all things -
like dust reclaims dust. & clouds reclaim tears.
& so I come away with weeping wisdom.
for there is something precious in all this crumbling:
to see a man broken is to see him
blessed with cracks, open & ripe for light.