It’s not you that I want
back or you or
any other body
I’ve pressed
against me
a knife or
a caterpillar
depending on
how I look at it
now—
depending on
how you held
the knife my hand
pressed my body or
piece of glass
I held against other
bodies I’ve pressed
against the knife again
against the caterpillar
of my body I want you
back or you or