Once you have the WiFi password

you've accepted shared ownership 

of an ethernet soul

memory keeps your IP

you hold this signal 

in your back pocket

and wonder if those ten digits 

are the last lover’s phone number 

and every time you return 

you're greeted by more than a peck 

and a coffee and maybe a fuck–

the metaphysical and the miles

of WiFi wires connect 

the two of you (and 

maybe the neighbor, too)

to the same “Apt 115” 

(who knows how far this signal reaches, 

in every direction? who else picks it up, too?)

and how apt, once it's over, 

that when passing a closed door 

your phone slips into a known network, 

(it remembers those numbers)

recognizes a safe connection,

one you no longer know (nor the web 

of limbs, and knees and knuckles 

tumbling together) outside 

 of (/through walls, invisible 

space, through bodies, Levi’s 

and leather, ribs and pelvis)

the digital heart in your pocket


Cover photo by Bernadetta Watts

Alison Lubar

Alison Lubar teaches high school English by day and yoga by night. They are a queer, nonbinary femme of color whose life work (aside from wordsmithing) has evolved into bringing mindfulness practices, and sometimes even poetry, to young people. Their debut chapbook, Philosophers Know Nothing About Love, is forthcoming with Thirty West Publishing in May 2022. Most recently, their work has been published by or is forthcoming with Moonstone Press, New York Quarterly, and Sinister Wisdom; you can find out more at http://alisonlubar.com/ or on Twitter @theoriginalison.

http://alisonlubar.com/
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